I'm sorry I have been missing. I didn't have internet access and have been in a bad way.
So, here it is. :)
I have been through a lot lately. we made a accidental mistake by writing a check to my doctor a couple weeks ago. The check bounced. (we did not think it would) and around this time my cell phone was off. (I have a phone that you pay month to month and if you don't pay, well, you don't have service!) anyways my number was the only one they had and when they could not reach me, they sent the bad check to the DA. Oh my lanta!! so, I could not see my doctor until the DA was paid off and the DA had lost our information. All this to say, I was out of all my medication and suffering. So, for the last couple weeks I found my old antidepressant and took it. It was ok but I was still suffering. I ran out of that about a week ago yesterday.
Now, I HAVE to tell you guys, I had come to the point years ago where I stopped reading my Bible. I just "didn't have time". But, a month ago I started reading my Bible Daily via the Bible App. And, I have to say, in my deepest, darkest moments I clinged strongly to the words oh JESUS. Nights have been REALLY hard. Nightmares that cause me to wake up screaming for help. Waking the family. Or dreams that when you wake you run through the house to make sure that not only everyone is alive and that no one who doesn't live here is not present. You do not ever leave the door/windows unlocked and you differently do not shower unless someone els is home!
But, a few things have changed!! 1. I read my Bible DAILY 2. My fear even when off my antidepressant has lessoned. mainly in the day time!! nights are still horrific!
so, yesterday I was able to get my antidepressants and anti anxiety medication! Praise the Lord!
On a different note, Joe and I both have the flu. The achy, sunburned feeling flu! and it is awful!
Please pray for our healing
Please pray for our boys to NOT get it!
Please pray God will show us exactly what He wants us to do in this life!
Thanks friends! I love you all and if you have prayer request, please let me know! I would love to lift you up to Jesus on your behalf!
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