If only

I'm sorry. I just threw a fit. I screamed and yelled and cried. Oh boy did I cry. And I am known not to be a "crier".
IF ONLY I had done as God asked and let him show me today was going to be hard and that HE would be there.
If only I had read my Bible like He asked me too.
I would have seen this:
Philippians 4:6-7New Living Translation (NLT)
⁶ Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. ⁷ Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.

Nothing has really changed since the last post except, everything. Yes, we are still struggling. Yes, we are still in the same trench we were. But, I surrendered. God's peace for THIS moment is different.

I'm sorry. I really AM. This is one area where I obviously struggle. There will be more, I'm sure of me falling to the floor throwing a huge nasty fit. But, For NOW, I am thanking God for His provisions in THIS moment.

never Alone